Patience

Having patience...

Something that I've never known
Always keep to myself, yet it's never here at my home

Falling to insanity while I'm out day dreaming
Walking throughout the town, lights gleaming
Headlights beaming brightly against my lenses

Meeting new people that I'll never see again
But will they remember me, if so... when?

Strolling alone... indulging in fantasy, shall I cease?
I'm writing this down while listening to classic rap beats

Gazing at the stars hopeful that one day, I may fill these boots
Not but myself in the park, like old men I look back to my roots

I work hard

In this world it takes much more than heart
I came up in the world from passing pain and book-smarts
Knowing exactly how I'd depart... Building a legacy and forever hoping to "Restart"

The mentality over energy with blissality

This was published April 12th 2011

Her energy flows inside of me

Grasping the light that's binding me

Alloting my purity

Enhancing darkness so blissfuly

Kissing my lips with pure ecstacy

She makes me feel... everything surrounding all around her

Stole my love the day we knew each other

I wached the blood soup out of her back... therefore then was sure

She loves pain, and i love her scars

Even whilst apart

I feel her renergy from afar.

We,d sit face to face my hands soft to her neck and her head against mine

Our energy flowing and mixing through our body and minds

Souls in sync, and love........ as hearty as tar, thick and rich

As i raise the bar, ear to chest listening whle oxygen pumping within our veins

Such sweet art.

We kiss... gently...overpowering emotions eternally spark

Notions swimming vigerously around upon our stomachs, beautiful sharks

Body's touch, breathing hard...

Hormones rush, substancial lust

Hands wondering over, on and about us

HER: We rolled on with certain...

comfort.

A certain laughter,

and spiel on with ease.

I met you while i was humble,

and so our demeanor was such a tease.

And with you a certain pleasure...

arose in conversations.

And the fights that we once have had

then

weren't much to a lifetime or a friendship

So although i may be guilty

the one to let it slip

you weren't in my shoes,

Our life was a blunder

Tripping over glances,

and stares to those afar.

I've missed when you saw me,

while my heart was hearty; like tar.

Where did we go my love?

Lost lusting something so?

Believed but i never seen,

Like a million bucks to my mind.

I can't remember when you loved me,

I can't find the time.

Like a hug or kiss...or miss

or bliss' a bliss that friendship

has how had!?

And i'm the one that's bad...

Guilty of corruption

of a friendship,

a bond.

never the same.

And still loving all of you... Now, forever and always... your love.

Bad or Bliss???

This was written April 12th 2011

My poems are questioned

My thoughts be critisized 

My writing is hated

My experience debated

Every ounce frustrated...

Toward my work is neglected

Society is the critisizer 

Complain of a liar

Dark is the only bite-er

Thyne main reader

Is your one and only vampire breader

Dance with the devil

On my every night carn-evil

a kiss on her navil

As she blesses me with a sweet-er

Than life energy o how i need her

See her... free her... and yes i am sure

That she is here beneath the fog i see such a blur

But as i still dance she engraves her love in my brain 

A torch, is what she use's
Cold to the touch; it burns and leaves nothing but

A puddle of blood... a love stain.

But a shame... We go our seporate ways... 

Never to be seen again...

Together no longer and forever to be in wonder...

Where you are and If you miss thee.

Can not ever wait as humans we are naturaly impatient... Without Glee

Infactuated by our own weakness, yet break every barrier between us.

Fate has one flaw and that is time.

The time in the hour glass

The time on your wall

Time in the wait for the time to die.

The times you lie if your're never on time

And the time you sit and wonder...

Ponder on the conversations we could have had

Skylab

This was published May 18th 2011

My perception is blinded,

By the way my life has un-winded..

Isolated from the world but percieve everything around me.

Beside me... the thoughts that i only wish to be seen.

My keen ability to observe details of another.

No other has lived a life so live so livid but so dark so frigid

An invalid, injection... inserted but rushed through my vain 

Flows through my blood feeling every ounce of it's pain

My cane, my crutch, my balance is tainted 

I've waited... years for the rush

The push, to crush my negativity

See every entity surrounding enhancing my creativity

Sublimity, and purity beauty is my security

She... some how see's my weakness 

Senseless as she controls my most agressive senses

Sweat drenches my cloths, wind cold to the touch

energy launched, as my thirst... never to be quenched

And such...  A gorgeous night

Though only for a second, back inside to re-create this wild ride.

Dancing and lights, the energy that surrounds us comes from the crowd.

Music can never be too loud or your concious proud.

End if the night you don't remember... Never to be known until september.

Skylab. 

G-alixy

This was published May 19th 2011

As i draw the blood from her vains, it poors into my hands,

Like the ocean to the sand creating one great band

Caressing the warmth, I let it flow

i see her trepidation grow, her eyes are a wonder

more and more as we cast a spell for her eternal love of death.

the cool wind passes with every deep breath

the sky darkens and the clouds they disapear.

every moment passes slower than the last, so unreal.

The final second comes, we are completely drenched her red wine.

making fractured images on the ground in perfect sequence

The traumatic heat of our energy mixed; scars the tree's that surround her and me 

everything stops, the only thing in my sight is she

silence fills the air like a posion enters every vain, such bliss

and she crosses into the abyss. 

her body descends soulless into my arms.

with more pleasure comes great harm

the energy swept out of my grasp.

i create one last "i love you" before i wake from my trance.

all is lost but so much gained.

her life. excruciatingly slain. I struggle to maintain sane.

yet a smile remains.

as i pray, may the goddess bless her soul
she collects it... obtained 

A blue rose

This was written May 19th 2011

A Blue Rose,

Concentration as the Aura glows

My mind as it wonders, the foe as it borrows

The attention of every inch of my perception

Dances and plays, it prays

For my spiritual connection

I lust for it's ultimate deception 

To crush, my heart, my soul but that's just the introduction

Now listen, as she pulls my skin by the strand

Ripping and tearing as if digging through the sand

My muscles as they tense

She tears them out like if there worth a grand

Although she seems to sense 

That i understood her from first glance

We walk into an eternal trance 

The devils chamber as she carries me

Spiritually through broken glass

Shards of salt cutting my vain's 

She restrains my every emotion

And under no contemplation 

We cry, May the goddess bless our souls 

For our eternal damnation 

So thus isolation

keeping from socialization 

She is my demise 

And i realize she is always on my mind, all days, and all times.

Your eyes

This was written Sept 17th 2012....
Why do we risk our lives for those who move hastily to take away even their own?
Why dost the sun set on the days we cherish most?
Why do I watch, stern faced as you stare at me...
Pain searing from your eyes, teeth clenched unable to pry?
You allow yet a whimper whilst streams shine from cheek to chin..
You beg for help, any emotional support at all from within.
Though at a whisper thine hands brush lightly though your hair
No, not pain nor agony... no words at all could conjure up the thought of how...
It feels as...
Your hear breaks slowly next to mine.

Leaf

Raised at the edge

Flourished 

Full of color and wonder
Therefore I am

The rain helped nourish my soul

Radiation fed my hunger

My warmth

The older I became the higher I was

Peering to my friends below,

And all around

Trembling in the wind

Well seasoned I did begin,

To feel a chill coming from the end

A change in the tone I once grew accustomed to

From Illuminated green to mellow brown

My life detached from mother

From the life force

To hit the ground

To lie in wonder, to fly

Away with the breeze, the heavens

Never to be seen again for I am set free.

I am Leaf.

Love is there...

Once

My life was close to over

Close to never requiring another

You held my heart deep within your grasp

Close to home, as if to wear it upon your chest

Eskimo kisses just to randomly make each of us smile

Your tongue partially being shown between your teeth, you grin

Our hands would hug, simultaneously we would squeeze as to express.<3

I'd kiss your lips, pause to peer in your eyes, kiss your nose... then all over your face!

As I try not to miss a kiss on your face, you would struggle and giggle under my forced weight

You would wake me in the mornings with soft kisses and hugs that seemed to be never ending

We would randomly start dancing ballroom style in super markets and places we'd go eat

Our times together I will forever cherish, slightly day dreaming I'd wake in a smile

Knowing nothing was a waste I continue reminiscing and writing in slow pain

The love is there... Humming throughout my veins, caressing arteries

Like fingertips running along smoother skin, reacting, shivering.

Once, long ago I pondered if this is where it all ends

If finding you was the best my legacy sends

We parted, there was a tear in my chest

An empty house surrounding us

Waning as we leave...

Nintendo.

Sincerely, for her... My EX.

Chewing over...

Posterity

Once we were all young, once we all dreamt of adulthood.

I do not remember the day I grew up nor the times once past as a child

Never thought of the day I'd look back and wonder how this life came to be

Questioning the decisions even though the path was taken carefully

We matured young, becoming wise so quick

Showing the world a more positive side over the sticks

But nothing prepares us for seeing ourselves as an adult

I have been fairly busy lately with college stuff and trying to get my dream position for work

And as well as trying to catch up with the books I've longed to read.

I have toured the college I am wanting to attend this fall so as I can transfer in like 4 years

But I have yet to decide of which course I wish to lead. Might I be the Doctor type?

Maybe the listener and solver as the Psychologist...

Or the "Suit" type and live a life shuffling papers building up a career in a corporate world?

I do enjoy the human anatomy, as well as how the mind of humans work, also

the professionalism which comes of being a Suit and office work.

I am by no means an English major because reading and writing are not my forte.

But I did get an excellent score on my ACT 

Hopefully after I retake it I will not be required to take any basic courses.

Although 

You as my reader may think otherwise of my ideas.

Which are we...

Alive, created by Ovum and Spermatozoon

Fertilized through Love and Coition

Growth through a Decidual reaction

Proliferating and forming, Creating ladders

Of membranes and the placenta

  

 Human's are wondrous creatures produced in a magical, beautiful way.

Evolving into what we see today, learning  a new

Questioning everything we see, yet not caring how it comes to be

Nine months of feasting within the fruitlet 

A capsule which once was a mere germ cell as we...

Within development we could have been crushed, like 

A grape by a Nom from a cute fox or squirrel. 

But i digress...

A fetus to a child and child to an Infant

Expanding in every direction with happiness for each.

Absorbing anything we see, hear, feel as well as experience

Tis a fascinating thing, having and caring for a child.

Development psychologically is much harder to explain though... 

From a one-celled Zygote to Being born... Alive. Just Alive...

And so it would seem...

Poems... 

   It seems as though my poems are strong with my followers.

Much as they are accustom to being bound by Love...

Carrying on with the comfort of another, always there to 

be told how you care, yet never understanding of where they need be.

Close to home, a tender heart requires care and aggression

and other forms of truth or dare (X's&O's)

   We love to love whilst thirsting to fear the inevitable... 

Forever is a long wait I wish to bare...

And a dreadful thing to hear become of us

Enduring the passion flowing beneath our skin

Reinforcing the strength throughout our main myocardium.

Losing the dreams which have once brought on wonders

Oasis filled timeline's... most dance showing no end

Vacationing from reality, proving flight attainable

Excruciating, because it's always bedside...

   Sincerely, Nintendo

Lately...

Lately...

   I am a man of many words and many forms of self expression.

From poems, sketches, writing and lyrics I find ways of allowing my thoughts be heard.

Although within these past few days I've felt a distant friend... charring my chest.

Once was a lost soul, a man in need of a path paved where the road leads?

The green on the far distant side, with the acceptance from other beings.

Yet, a past creeps and stirs allotted throughout my neural system.

Pain, she's a darker love than the ever changing terms for lust...

though her conditions are clear. Understand, obey i must

because I've no one left to hold, to touch, to trust...

The poems express my dark soul waning to rest

Sketches to see into my mind, through the mist

My writings to hear my breath, it caresseth

Lyrics, ice cold like the heart in my chest

Understand only with the next sense...

I can taste depression in every breath

There's nothing left to lose

Because it's you

whom i trust

Sincerely, Nintendo

Our Mumzies

Mothers...

   Of our generation, the one that follows

and the one prior. The females be young and forced

upon womanhood. But we must pay our respects due...

All the mothers reading this or soon to be mothers, 


please do not underestimate yourselves.Raising a child 


in this world whether you have another person by your

side or not is one of the main reasons we exist. 

Your hard work gets unappreciated and overlooked by 


most, although don't get discouraged or wish to have 


an easier way to raise a child, keep a happy home 


and maintain a healthy relationship... wish for the


strength to endure it and show your children that 


anything is possible. Show your man to be supportive


and caring. Most of all show yourself the strength you


have inside. Life is all and well happiness begins with


your heart so raise your glass and toast to the mothers


who kick ass and to the mothers of those mothers so forth.


Your main instinct is being a mother and your life is how


you make it. Besides since Sunday was all about mothers any


ways i'm sure you had an amazing time but still wish to be


around your child as much as possible, kiss and hug them 


when they are sleeping because well... we all know that's when


they look the most adorable:p. Happy mothers day to all


the moms out there and/or single fathers;)


Sincerely, Nintendo


  

Marvel Fans! ^-^/

Marvel: 1602

   Comic books have always been our choice in entertainment 

especially when it comes to collecting, trading and of course dreaming.

We could think up a million things we'd love about being a super hero,

fighting villains having super cool abilities. But the most recent finding

I have come across is called "Marvel: 1602" which contains our

favorite hero's from the 1960's in a way different era dating

exactly as the title states which is the Elizabethan era.
(Published in 2003) Now, in those times they obviously had

no idea what "super hero's" where therefore being accused of witchery 

and bred from the devil, unfortunately this is the situation

our favorite characters are in. And The world itself being threatened
by an unknown force and of course Doctor Doom!:)
Other favorite characters like, Nick fury, The X-Men, Fantastic Four
and Spider-Man as well as Magneto! Exciting i know...

Quite frankly i would recommend

this book to anyone who loves reading, although you mustn't have to like

comic books or any of the sort to love this. I highly suggest you at least try

this one out for size. I won't go in detail of the story line but expect

and amazing read over the uprising within our Marvel characters.

Being in 1602 they are entangled around the struggle

of Britain being terrorized and gaining stability for "Witch-bred"

individuals (Our hero's) and  fear of the planets destruction.

This being said i believe this is one of my more finer finds of readings,

author Neil Gaiman definitely proves to me that there is nothing

like having an old comic book idea and an even older history base theme.

Sincerely, Nintendo

Basic Life Networking

Life/Career Networking

Tonight's post is going to be a little different from the first two mainly
because this one is meant to educate people with a few pointers.
Facts that could potentially help them get to their goals and dreams
a little smoother.

Most of you know what basic networking is in forms
of communication with people who share the same interest or goals
and gain opportunities from one another. In our generation say you
where a student studying cosmetology or music to be a DJ, you would
want your career to start fresh out of college right? Well why not attempt
it while still in school just by getting your name out into the
hands of bigger names or companies via one-on-one conversations with
people who've been in your shoes or a social website promoting your
progress, ideas and your previous work. Hard work and diligence pays off
if you keep up with clients and maintain great performances. For instance
job searching works the same way, the more people you know the less you
need to search, getting to know different people from other areas in the same field
can add job security or even lead to open positions in upper management.
Always have a strong Resume handy, have someone look it over,
have friends you know evaluate your professionalism towards others
and never forget to keep meeting new people.

Words of advice, Do not use "Monster" as a resume builder
Do not have more than one page for a resume
Always go into situations for meeting potential networkers
with confidence and enthusiasm.

Any questions please do not hesitate to ask, G+ and comment let me know if you have any suggestions 

for my next article on my blog. Thanks again

                                      Sincerely, Nintendo