A blue rose

This was written May 19th 2011

A Blue Rose,

Concentration as the Aura glows

My mind as it wonders, the foe as it borrows

The attention of every inch of my perception

Dances and plays, it prays

For my spiritual connection

I lust for it's ultimate deception 

To crush, my heart, my soul but that's just the introduction

Now listen, as she pulls my skin by the strand

Ripping and tearing as if digging through the sand

My muscles as they tense

She tears them out like if there worth a grand

Although she seems to sense 

That i understood her from first glance

We walk into an eternal trance 

The devils chamber as she carries me

Spiritually through broken glass

Shards of salt cutting my vain's 

She restrains my every emotion

And under no contemplation 

We cry, May the goddess bless our souls 

For our eternal damnation 

So thus isolation

keeping from socialization 

She is my demise 

And i realize she is always on my mind, all days, and all times.